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forget fashion magazines, if I ever wanna feel bad about myself I just look at this picture of me from 4 years ago.
wish I was still this skinny =(
‘You love your curves..”
she is awesome.
friendly reminder to myself that no one actually cares about the size of my thighs except for me
we shouldn’t look at other people’s bodies and say “perf” like who the fuck are we to judge what a perfect body is?? you can’t see anything except skin you don’t know what goes on in there. do you think lobsters look at each other like damn I wish I looked like that lobster?? no
what does that even say about me?
my self-esteem is so fucked.
First, people say how so many actresses in Hollywood look anorexic, and now they are criticizing me for looking normal.
we’re going out for my best friend’s birthday next weekend, and I already have an idea of what I wanna wear. I just don’t wanna look like a giant whale that night.
so I’m going to try to work out every day and eat really well. Plus I need to buy some self-tanner because I am beyond white right now (and the next couple of days are supposed to be warm so maybe I’ll be able to tan outside!)
so wish me luck everyone, and pray that this determination lasts longer than 5 minutes. I have 11 days to work at this HARD.
DISCLAIMER: this post is going to be the epitome of a white girl problem, so if you don’t want to read my rant, move along.
so I’m always trying to be one of those girls who just embrace their body and try not to worry too much about what they eat, if they exercise, etc.
BUT THEN tumblr/life comes along with these gorgeous girls with killer bods. Not even just thin girls, but fit girls. Then it throws my whole self-esteem, not caring system out of whack.
I am constantly bouncing back and forth between not caring, and telling myself that I need to start working out again.
on top of that, I really want to buy new running shoes, but I feel guilty buying them when I’m supposed to be saving my money. And I know a big part of me not working out is because I can’t run cause my old shoes give me shin splints.
UGH MY LIFE!